Snowflakes are kisses from Heaven...It is snowing outside right now.
This is something I believe my son knew I needed today. In October I had the essure procedure done. Three months later they do a test to confirm you child bearing days are over. I know we made the right decision but knowing is bittersweet. I feel the only good I have done in this world is give birth to my beautifully amazing children. At the same time I know many couples wish they could have just one child and I was blessed with four. Three that I get to physcially touch on a daily basis. The risks for us to have another child are too high. If I were to have another the children I have on thie Earth right now could be forced to live without their mother. All because I love babies. Foster changed me so much. I wish he was here. More on that later.
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